Rememberance

Today has been one week since my Granny passed away. I know she was 91, and I know she lived a full, blessed life, but that doesn't stop me from missing her....I probably always will. I'd like to post 2 different things today. The first is the you tube video of "I Bowed On My Knees and Cried Holy" which was one of her favorite songs and was played during the funeral. It is a very moving song for sure!



The second thing I want to post is a poem that my aunts asked me to read during the funeral. It was hard to get through, but I think it was very appropriate, especially since it was Mother's Day weekend.



A Mother's Walk

The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said, "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning."

But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, she fed them and bathed them, taught them how to tie their shoes and ride a bike, and reminded them to feed the dog, do their homework, and brush their teeth. The sun shone on them and the young mother cried, “Nothing will ever be lovelier than this.”

Then the nights came and the storms and the path were sometimes dark. The children shook with fear and cold. The mother drew them close and covered them with her arms. The children said, "Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near. No harm can come to us."

And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and grew weary and the mother was weary. But at all times, she said to the children “A little patience and we are there.”

So the children climbed and as they climbed, they learned to weather the storms. And with this, she gave them strength to face the world. Year after year, she showed them compassion, understanding, and hope, but most of all unconditional love. And when they reached the top, they said “Mother, we would not have done it without you.”

The days went on, and the weeks and the months and the years, and the mother grew old and she became little and bent. But her children were tall and strong and walked with courage. And the mother, when she lay down at night, looked up at the stars and said “This is a better day than the last, for my children have learned so much and are now passing these traits on to their children.” And when the way became rough for her, they lifted her, and gave her their strength, just as she had given them hers.

One day, they came to a hill and beyond the hill they could see a shining road and golden gates flung wide. And mother said “I have reached the end of my journey and now and I know, the end is better than the beginning for my children can walk with dignity and pride with their heads held high and so can their children after them.” And the children said “You will always walk with us, Mother, even when you have gone through the gates.” And they stood and watched her as she went on alone and the gates closed after her. And they said “We cannot see her but she is with us still.”

A mother is more than a memory. She is a living presence. Your mother is always with you. She is the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street. She is the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick, and perfume that she wore. She is the cool hand on your brow when you are not feeling well. She’s your breath in the air on a cold winter day. She’s the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep and the colors of a rainbow. She’s your birthday morning.

Your mother lives inside your laughter and she’s crystallized in every teardrop. A mother shows every emotion…happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow….and all the while hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life.

She’s the place you came from, your first home and she’s the map you follow with every step you take. She’s your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy. But nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space…not even death!